My mom told me tonight that they are not thinking Granny will make it to the end of August. The cancer is starting to really affect her brain, she's forgetting people and that kind of stuff.

Mom also told me that I should go shopping for an outfit to wear for her funeral. They're making the funeral arrangements Monday.

We were talking about her possessions and what maybe we wanted. I told my mom to PLEASE please please save her perfume/perfume bottles for me. When me and my sister were little we'd always play with them when we went over there, haha and she always yell at us to stop messin' with her things <3. It may be weird, but I really want them. And she collects angels and I want one of them.

It's happening so fast. I'm not ready.